This is just a simple missionary's blog. Currently, I'm a children's pastor, but am involved in missions at my church. I firmly believe that God is calling me to be a missionary to Eastern Europe to work with orphans. I'm just following His leading. One day soon He'll bring a handsome man into the picture and...well....we'll see what else He brings. Enjoy reading!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

God, school, and other insanity

I've been here at Bethany College of Missions for 5 months now. I have formed friendships here that will never end. God is doing so much in my life and heart. It's been insanity. I was in prayer with my team and we somehow got onto the topic of human trafficking. The topic wrecked me for life. At the end of the prayer time (we actually went 30 minutes over time) the entire team was in tears. I still need to pray about it more, but I think the Lord is calling me to work with children who have been freed from the sex trade in Eastern Europe. This totally broke me. God has such an amazing plan. I can't wait to see what He does in my life.
On another note, the Lord has been promising me healing for a long time now. Over Christmas, I was healed of the Raynaud's Syndrome. I am now on day two of a three day fast, and I already feel the Lord healing me from the migraines and fibromyalgia. After 7 years of constant migraines, I have given up playing with the devil. I'm no longer going to be his floor mat. I refuse to give in to him and allow him to mess up my life. The Lord has healed me and he knows it. He has been defeated, but he's fighting back. I'm excited. I've already told my mentor that I want to have a party when God heals me. I firmly believe that after this weekend, I will be healed. I'm dead tired, but I'm super hyper. The Lord is healing me! I'm totally freaking out! I don't have a migraine and I can feel the presence of the Lord. This is only day two! I can't wait for tomorrow to see what else the Lord is going to do in my life. I have been drawn to the Psalms over this past couple of weeks and they are totally wrecking my life. God is so amazing and faithful. I can't wait to see what is coming next...